Aut.

Aut.
This is me.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

The beginning to and end

Ok so today my depression was worse than ever until I spoke to some fantastic people and read some incredible emails, kudos to you people for breaking me of this dark place.

With the given energy I decided to start making some structure of this blog and what I have to do with it.
I don't expect to have everything perfect today but by tomorrow, because that is how I work, I will make sure that this blog is up an running, streaming videos of me, pics of me and carnie and videos I find of that lovely lady. I am going to try and keep dibs on her weight loss progress and let you know what I am doing and how I am doing it.
I am going to try an array of strategies and workouts but for the most part I am going to work with making smarter choices of my food and working out AT LEAST a half hour each day. And when I say working out it doesn't mean just a structured work out I mean walking the dog, etc.

But with that given I will be doing some research here, plan on at least 1 more blog than this today. Hopefully I can get some readers and keep you interested.

Suggestions, comments and concerns always a positive.

Monday, May 31, 2010

Today I had an epiphany...Cuttin' It With Carnie Wilson

Today on May 31, 2010 I had an epiphany while watching Dr. Oz. I know this sounds crazy because I believe I am not the only one who has had such an epiphany like this but I believe this is what was put in my path to do and I will accomplish this full heartedly.
This blog is going to be the lead of my success of my life, physically and professionally. I have spent a couple of hours trying to figure out what I will encompass in this blog, well, even though I may not have a true definition I feel like I have a good handle on what I will do.
This blog will give insight into Carnie's journey and give some tips and updates on what she is doing. With that I will share my story on my journey, giving some insight on my diet...wait I mean lifestyle change, my struggles, my workout tips and other fun items I find because this is a blog so why shouldn't it be fun.
I am hoping that this blog gains some support from the followers of Carnie Wilson because she is a true inspiration to me and that Dr. Oz episode is something that I did not think would change my life but here it goes it changed my life.
So with that my first post is done, I will be making this blog my life until I have accomplished my dreams. I feel crazy doing this but I feel as though I am being pushed by a 'higher power' to do this.
So with that I am off to plan my blog and hope to change some lives, wish me luck, give me tips but most of all love yourself because as RuPaul says, "if you can't love yourself how the hell you going to love somebody else?"!

See you soon...Aut.